HOPE

As countless days pass by

No ray of light held me tight,

Causing a catastrophe to take its own plight,

My wisdom and insanity caught up in a strife..

I could not anticipate its nearing vigor,

Precariously it ransacked my mind,

Exacerbating its effects manifold and speedy,

A shiver of fear ran down my spine..

I tried, i cried, i battled to be sane,

Pedaling my way through the darkest thoughts,

Hovering, floating and pondering,

Trying to recover the lost lane..

Hope, hope is what is keeping me alive,

In this long lost journey that took a turmoil,

The darkest nights showed me signs,

To keep calm and cling to the voyage called "life"

I start new, i dream big,

My actions have now mitigated the heat,

A clear sky is what i beseech,

The pinnacle is to where i m closely knit..

Why did I fall for u?

Sipping my morning coffee,

gazing past the drizzling sky Came up glimpses from the past,

keeping me wondering why.

The world around me is grappled by your thoughts,

there is nothing in it left of mine Paining me is my abating happiness,

keeping me wondering why.

Our togetherness was short,it took a long pause

Rejuvenating it ,I felt a tweaked shock

My soulmate had left abandoning me, keeping me wondering why.

Of all the love I had for u,

did I not shower it all?

Then why did u leave offending its chastity

Keeping me wondering why..

I mourned on it ,

I fought for solace

A state of melancholy prevailed I was disgraced ,disgusted by your odious character

Keeping me wondering why..

Agonized but sane,

strengthening and rebuilding what is left of mine Instilling courage ,smiling thru the blues.

Now I can say why

RIGHTS AND WRONGS

Peddling my way through the dusty roads,

Things are not the same as they were supposed..

This time is what is fleeting away,

Making me numb, no happiness, no gay.

Running behind the wrongs is all that i have done,

And those wrongs where unachievable,

Made me cry, lead to what i have become.

A lost soul, isolation aboard,

This wasn't certainly my life plan's core.

A shake to truth is what i need,

I strive to resist, resist the change that made me bleed.

Now i know the facts leading up to a worthy life,

It all lies within, no wonder, no strife.

I learnt it, learnt d hard way though,

And dis precious piece, i let it bloom, let it grow.

Life is not about running behind those wrongs,

It is waiting for those rights to come whether or not they take long.

Because wrongs might abandon u, transforming u into a new soul,

But those rights, they make u smile, make u wade your way through your goal.

BATTLING MY WAY THROUGH

I was walking underneath the magnificent sky,

Thinking big, my hopes held high,

Bashing my way amid st the clever and the bright,

Assertive of success, I had never felt so right;

The path had gotten difficult, intractable and hard,

But I kept going as it was just the start,

Atrocious and ruthless never thought it to be,

 Losing my mind, my dreams I could no longer see;

Aghast and desperate I was gasping for breath,

It was my destiny that I dreaded and detest,

Miserable with what may come by,

I was frightened and wanted to die;

The emptiness was hollowing me down,

Heartbroken and melancholic beyond bounds,

Like a dilapidated hut I could no longer bear the weight of my shattered dreams,

Giving in, I ran away, I screamed;

There was sorrow, gloominess that made me moan,

But was the fire burnt or it has further grown??

The cry for triumph came from deep inside,

I rose like a Colossus statue far and wide;